I always had a repulsive need to be something more than human
― David Bowie  (via blackistheonlycolor)
How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.
― Nina LaCour, Hold Still  (via aikkinot)

(Source: poetrist)

There is nothing special about me.
I am not a cup of tea or coffee
every Sunday morning.
I am not the same as your thoughts
when it’s Friday while you’re on your way home.

I am a Monday morning,
my skin cracks every night
while everybody else is asleep or having sex.
I am an awkward sadness
and a desperate apology letter.

Loving me will always be a disaster,
my skin is muffled by dark clouds and loud a thunder.
There is nothing special about falling in love
with a storm who can easily destroy everything,
including herself.
8 am with gray words // melody c.   (via aikkinot)
  • 200:My crush's name is:
  • 199:I was born in:
  • 198:I am really:
  • 197:My cellphone company is:
  • 196:My eye color is:
  • 195:My shoe size is:
  • 194:My ring size is:
  • 193:My height is:
  • 192:I am allergic to:
  • 191:My 1st car was:
  • 190:My 1st job was:
  • 189:Last book you read:
  • 188:My bed is:
  • 187:My pet:
  • 186:My best friend:
  • 185:My favorite shampoo is:
  • 184:Dvd or netflix:
  • 183:Piggy banks are:
  • 182:In my pockets:
  • 181:On my calendar:
  • 180:Marriage is:
  • 179:Spongebob can:
  • 178:My mom:
  • 177:The last three songs I bought were?
  • 176:Last YouTube video watched:
  • 175:How many cousins do you have?
  • 174:Do you have any siblings?
  • 173:Are your parents divorced?
  • 172:Are you taller than your mom?
  • 171:Do you play an instrument?
  • 170:What did you do yesterday?
  • [ I Believe In ]
  • 169:Love at first sight:
  • 168:Luck:
  • 167:Fate:
  • 166:Yourself:
  • 165:Aliens:
  • 164:Heaven:
  • 163:Hell:
  • 162:God:
  • 161:Horoscopes:
  • 160:Soul mates:
  • 159:Ghosts:
  • 158:Gay Marriage:
  • 157:War:
  • 156:Orbs:
  • 155:Magic:
  • [ This or That ]
  • 154:Hugs or Kisses:
  • 153:Drunk or High:
  • 152:Phone or Online:
  • 151:Red heads or Black haired:
  • 150:Blondes or Brunettes:
  • 149:Hot or cold:
  • 148:Summer or winter:
  • 147:Autumn or Spring:
  • 146:Chocolate or vanilla:
  • 145:Night or Day:
  • 144:Oranges or Apples:
  • 143:Curly or Straight hair:
  • 142:McDonalds or Burger King:
  • 141:White Chocolate or Milk Chocolate:
  • 140:Mac or PC:
  • 139:Flip flops or high heals:
  • 138:Ugly and rich OR sweet and poor:
  • 137:Coke or Pepsi:
  • 136:Hillary or Obama:
  • 135:Burried or cremated:
  • 134:Singing or Dancing:
  • 133:Coach or Chanel:
  • 132:Kat McPhee or Taylor Hicks:
  • 131:Small town or Big city:
  • 130:Wal-Mart or Target:
  • 129:Ben Stiller or Adam Sandler:
  • 128:Manicure or Pedicure:
  • 127:East Coast or West Coast:
  • 126:Your Birthday or Christmas:
  • 125:Chocolate or Flowers:
  • 124:Disney or Six Flags:
  • 123:Yankees or Red Sox:
  • [ Here's What I Think About ]
  • 122:War:
  • 121:George Bush:
  • 120:Gay Marriage:
  • 119:The presidential election:
  • 118:Abortion:
  • 117:MySpace:
  • 116:Reality TV:
  • 115:Parents:
  • 114:Back stabbers:
  • 113:Ebay:
  • 112:Facebook:
  • 111:Work:
  • 110:My Neighbors:
  • 109:Gas Prices:
  • 108:Designer Clothes:
  • 107:College:
  • 106:Sports:
  • 105:My family:
  • 104:The future:
  • [ Last time I ]
  • 103:Hugged someone:
  • 102:Last time you ate:
  • 101:Saw someone I haven't seen in awhile:
  • 100:Cried in front of someone:
  • 99:Went to a movie theater:
  • 98:Took a vacation:
  • 97:Swam in a pool:
  • 96:Changed a diaper:
  • 95:Got my nails done:
  • 94:Went to a wedding:
  • 93:Broke a bone:
  • 92:Got a peircing:
  • 91:Broke the law:
  • 90:Texted: hour ago
  • [ MISC ]
  • 89:Who makes you laugh the most:
  • 88:Something I will really miss when I leave home is:
  • 87:The last movie I saw:
  • 86:The thing that I'm looking forward to the most:
  • 85:The thing im not looking forward to:
  • 84:People call me:
  • 83:The most difficult thing to do is:
  • 82:I have gotten a speeding ticket:
  • 81:My zodiac sign is:
  • 80:The first person i talked to today was:
  • 79:First time you had a crush:
  • 78:The one person who i can't hide things from:
  • 77:Last time someone said something you were thinking:
  • 76:Right now I am talking to:
  • 75:What are you going to do when you grow up:
  • 74:I have/will get a job:
  • 73:Tomorrow:
  • 72:Today:
  • 71:Next Summer:
  • 70:Next Weekend:
  • 69:I have these pets:
  • 68:The worst sound in the world:
  • 67:The person that makes me cry the most is:
  • 66:People that make you happy:
  • 65:Last time I cried:
  • 64:My friends are:
  • 63:My computer is:
  • 62:My School:
  • 61:My Car:
  • 60:I lose all respect for people who:
  • 59:The movie I cried at was:
  • 58:Your hair color is:
  • 57:TV shows you watch:
  • 56:Favorite web site:
  • 55:Your dream vacation:
  • 54:The worst pain I was ever in was:
  • 53:How do you like your steak cooked:
  • 52:My room is:
  • 51:My favorite celebrity is:
  • 50:Where would you like to be:
  • 49:Do you want children:
  • 48:Ever been in love:
  • 47:Who's your best friend:
  • 46:More guy friends or girl friends:
  • 45:One thing that makes you feel great is:
  • 44:One person that you wish you could see right now:
  • 43:Do you have a 5 year plan:
  • 42:Have you made a list of things to do before you die:
  • 41:Have you pre-named your children:
  • 40:Last person I got mad at:
  • 39:I would like to move to:
  • 38:I wish I was a professional:
  • [ My Favorites ]
  • 37:Candy:
  • 36:Vehicle:
  • 35:President:
  • 34:State visited:
  • 33:Cellphone provider:
  • 32:Athlete:
  • 31:Actor:
  • 30:Actress:
  • 29:Singer:
  • 28:Band:
  • 27:Clothing store:
  • 26:Grocery store:
  • 25:TV show:
  • 24:Movie:
  • 23:Website:
  • 22:Animal:
  • 21:Theme park:
  • 20:Holiday:
  • 19:Sport to watch:
  • 18:Sport to play:
  • 17:Magazine:
  • 16:Book:
  • 15:Day of the week:
  • 14:Beach:
  • 13:Concert attended:
  • 12:Thing to cook:
  • 11:Food:
  • 10:Restaurant:
  • 9:Radio station:
  • 8:Yankee candle scent:
  • 7:Perfume:
  • 6:Flower:
  • 5:Color:
  • 4:Talk show host:
  • 3:Comedian:
  • 2:Dog breed:
  • 1:did you answer all these truthfully ?
  • YES YES YES?!?! ANY OF THEM!?!?!? ALL OF THEM!?!???!?!
  • I dont know why i still like you even after i saw the sickiest part of you

    I’m literally my own best friend like I have inside jokes with myself and sometimes I’ll think something funny and start laughing out loud at how funny I am

    (Source: dallasharry)


    im funnier online where I can’t stutter

    It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.
    J.K. Rowling (via ding-ang-bato)

    (Source: feellng)